'ello govna :)

I thought it about time you know some stuff about me.

I am a girl, Charlie is my favorite name ever, it is also my pen name... my real name is... a mystery cause i'm not going to tell you.
So now onto stuff about me. I find my self connecting with guys more, don't know why. I find it my goal everytime i walk in to barns and noble to find a book with the main character as a guy who is not love sick. I find female characters to whiny like (poor me feel bad for me), to kick ass (like an eighth grade assassin) or two average (average "not pretty" girl gets the hot guy). They just seem to unreal and I don't like them. So I gravitate more towards male MC's, and even male characters. In all my completely written books I have maybe 8 female characters over all. My favorite movies, like Newsies, Man in the Iron Mask, Peter Pan, Narnia, and Lord of the rings have very few female roles, Newsies has 8 females that are in the movie, three of those have speaking parts, and 1 of those is in one scene. So yeah, i don't know why i am like that i just am.
On to more important stuff. I am 18 i've never had alcohol, never done drugs, never cut, or done anything like that. I have gone to a college prep school my whole life, I am a christian. I have gone to the sports camp Kanakuk since i was seven this upcoming summer will be my 12th their.
I am going to Texas Tech university in the fall of 2011.
I was sexually abused by my uncle from about the time i was 5 to the time i was 15.
I wrote Scars and Stripes about abuse, and meant for it to be a message which I got that it only adds to who you are, and you need to accept it so you don't become a grumpy person.
I wrote Shine my shoes as like a 5 year project, and it is only the first book of a 4 part series. Basically each book is the same basic storyline but from different characters points of view.
Knights of the Olympus Templar was my NaNo project and I love it.
So i think that's about it... oh wat I adore the beatles and coldplay. My favorite group is Celtic Thunder, you should check them out.
Oh and I am part Irish and part German, I also live in Texas.

forgot to mention i am pessimistic too

oh, that's ok. I'm an emo cutter with depression. i'm just out of a 6 month spell.